Hey anyone who read this, thanks by the way. I know I haven't earned strangers attention or consolation on the internet yet, but i'd like to rant anyway if that okay. Alright, here go's nothing.
I love bigger girls with a passion, I really do. They're beautiful and so damn soft, it's wonderful. So why in the heck do I feel the need to be so far distant from the look that I love? I was there once before and I did not hate myself until others told me I should and I guess things got carried away. It just pains me deeply to know I could have done so much better had I not wasted time over exercising, sleeping insane amounts as a time to n